Graduation Day

Attended the first ever Graduation Day officially in KB,
I was there when last year's Graduation Day,
but I did not stepped into the hall and foyer,
so didn't have much feelings about that last year.

But this year,
I feel the love in the air,
I feel the bonds in the atmosphere.

31.10.2013
A day to be remembered,
Unforgettable day especially to the 94's and 96's,
and TO ME.

Was having my duties whole day long with WenLin,LiHui,ChyeMin,ShueLee and MeiYee,
Credits to them who works so hard together with me,
Thanks a lot,
I missed the farewell song part *Sigh*
Was meeting with the 99's in BP that time.

After that,
first scene into my sight was WenLin crying and said 'Senior Edwin 弄我哭的!'
Photobom with them after the event ends,
We took photos everywhere,every corners in the school,
BP,Corridor,Canteen,Tapak,Foyer,Pondok and etc.

I even took some photos with students that I don't know their name exactly,
Nevermind,it's memories though.
I thought senior Edwin went back home earlier,
Surprisingly,He suddenly appeared in front of the BP while I was sitting on the pentas with Yoong,
He took photo with BP and said '帮我拍一下照，7年料哦.'
And so I grabbed an opportunity to take photo with him,
At first he act cool as usual,
then Yoong said '你不会笑的阿?'
Then took another shot and HE SMILED BRIGHTLY.
SUNSHINE SMILE. *omg*
Before he leave,He said '明年加油,Take care.' to me,
I promised I'll do my very best to protect LP and everyone, I won't disappointed you. -♥-

I took photos with senior RonKit and senior ZhanFeng too,
Never missed any opportunity to hug them,HAHAAH,
I remembered that I hugged senior ZhanFeng super tight,
And I hugged his for twice.
Senior RonKit almost make me cry when he said '明年我们就真的不在料eh.',
Then I immediately asked him don't speak and hugged him tightly,
I knew I'll shed tears if he continue to say so.
Senior ZhanFeng said '明年拿STPM成绩的时候会来看你们的.'  -♥-
Promised yea,Don't forget.
I told them SARANGHAEYO before they leave.hehe

Then I took photos with the blue seniors,juniors and the 96's students too.

Never regret to meet all of you,I'll remember you guys in my heart until the day I'm buried.
I appreciate your appearance in my life,
never experted I'll met such wonderful seniors in my life,
To the 94's and 96's,
Thanks and sorry for everything,
I'll miss all of you FOREVER. 我爱你们,  -♥-

那三个Form6 seniors,
或许你们不懂其实你们真的对我很重要，很重要，
我从来没有想过在我的Form4生涯中会和你们有任何交集，
感谢你们从来没有嫌弃我们这些常常麻烦你们的Juniors，
感恩你们从来没有拒绝过和我们拍照及拥抱，
或许以后没有机会见面了，
但是我希望你们会记得我，因为我承诺我一定一定不会忘记你们的，
我爱你们，很爱很爱. -♥-
There wouldn't be a ME,without any of YOU.

其他的人，
我也不会忘记你们，
这5年内，你们为学校，为我们付出的，
我一定会永远记在心里，
因为如果没有你们，我就不可能体会到中学那么多新鲜的事物，
感恩.

如果有一天在街上，在任何地方你们遇见我，
请记得和我打招呼，
我一定会回应你们的,
因为你们会一直一直在我的心中，成为挥洒不去的回忆.

Regrets :
> Didn't hug with senior Edwin.
> Didn't take photo with senior KarHuey,senior Jaclyn,TeaySiewLinh,Edison,HanWern,Chelsea and ChunHan.
> Didn't hug with ChunHan.
> Was not there when the farewell song.

p/s: I didn't cry at school,But I cry like mad at home for hours.
I really really miss you all,
I LOVE YOU. -♥-

如果生命可以重来，我不会后悔认识过你们，
但是现在我希望生命可以重来一次，让我再一次和你们一起.  -♥-

This Week

22nd of October,Tuesday
Went to 自在食 which located at Manjalara for dinner with relatives,
The dinner is great and I love the soup so much! :)
Mini family gathering.

#ootd #BlackAndWhite #Simple

23rd of October,Wednesday

ChyeMin's Birthday,

Bought some presents,a double chocolate cake and made a birthday card for her,

Purposely gave her the card during Dr Fong's tuition,
to give her a suprise
She was shocked because she never thought I did a card for her too.
Have a look on it,
I purposely collect lots of wishes from others as a memories to her. :)

26th of October,Saturday
Got a heart-to-heart chat with ChoiMan through skype at night,
We skype for 3 hours,
Until 1AM,
*Sigh*
I never experted I'll cry when I talked about juniors,about myself,
Maybe I really keep too much things inside my heart.

从什么时候开始，我把自己搞得怎么地廉价了，
没有了自己，就剩下为别人而活的我，
我一直以为别人快乐，我也会快乐，
但是原来有时候我也会自私地希望别人也记得我并不快乐，
我其实是一个多愁善感的人，
我甚至于对生活的事物很敏感，
但是我很喜欢笑，
我并不喜欢伪装自己，
但我总觉得我对于很多人而言并没有特别的价值，
所以久而久之我习惯了隐藏自己，
我以为我自己并不介意有些人只会在需要我帮忙的时候来找我，
我以为我真的不会.
我从来就不是大家眼中的伟人，
我自私，容易哭，容易笑，一点都不斯文，有一股坏脾气，更讨厌和老师打交道.

呵，不过现在不会了，
今年我牺牲很多我想要的只因为LP,
承诺自己，从现在开始，要好好地为自己而活，
也同时承诺自己，自己不是什么好人，从来都不是，
所以没有必要伪装自己，
明年学校的events，参与的并不是KP,而是Pei Kay.
我喜欢艺术，喜欢创作，喜欢逛街，喜欢吃吃喝喝，
只要有机会，
我会尝试任何我想尝试的事物，
嗯，我想这才是我想要的快乐，
那么的简单，只要做回自己就好.

我想找回2年前的自己，
还来得及吧?

27th of October,Sunday
Had a great chat with Sherry through Facebook during afternoon,
She inspired me a lot,
actually deep in her heart,
she ain't that strong,
But I really praised her of her passion towards future,
I'm kind of person who hesitate a lot about my decision,
But with her,I dare to dream.

我们都是同一类人，
想要别人关心但是却永远担心自己太过分，
我们承诺对方明年陪伴对方勇敢地做自己，
不要后悔，
往后的路有彼此的陪伴，我想我们都会更勇敢的.

Discussed a lot about next year's plan with her today,
Blood donation,
Sports' Day,
Charity Night,
Novel Competition,
Societies,
Rumah Sukan
承诺自己，要用自己双眼把我爱的一切记下来. -♥-

Task of the day : Memory Book for ChyeMin ^^
Quote of the day : It's either NOW or NEVER.

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BearBear

Went to Addmaths tuition as usual,
Doing ChyeMin's Birthday card while waiting for class.

In all a sudden,
I hate my personalities which make me proud of it all the time,
I hate myself from hesitating,
I hate myself from not being brave,
I hate myself from not responsible.

Don't ask me why,
because I couldn't provide an accurate answer though.

I have no choice now,
but I have to mask myself to entertain everyone,
Isn't my job to entertain you guys?
Who cares either.

Back to the topic,
Went to class,Life as usual,
but today comes a super duper adorable character,
He is,
BearBear!!

Everyone smiles a lot and even scream when they saw it,
Same to me,
it's like we're back to our sweet childhood time,
Cuteness Overload BearBear.

Hopefully the next time I see it,
It's still in good condition,
Mr SaiMun,please kindly protect it from being bullied by other suizai(s).
Hehehehee!

#potd #BearBear #Love #GoogleSunglasses #ThanksSis #UVProtection #OceanBlue #Camwhore

Quote of the day : Prepared to be wrong,before you're right.

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Saturday

I spent my Saturday at home.
Doing the Birthday card for ChyeMin as her Birthday is on next Wednesday,
It's her last Birthday in Malaysia with her,
I wish we could give her a memorable celebration.

Time flies,
It's been almost 3 months after perlantikan,
and seniors are having their SPM examination in 2 weeks time.

Luckily it's weekend now,
At least I have some time to make up my mind,
Telling myself that,Never forget who you are.
I almost forget about that for the past 2 weeks,
And now I have to remind myself of,
Who am I.

There're certain stuff that no one can help you,
Only you're the one who can do that,
No choice,no selections,
You have to,and you must achieve it.

Isn't life is like that?

The only constant in the world is to CHANGE,
the world won't change because of you,
Only you can change your sight to the world.

#POTD #KeepCalm #LoveArt #Weekend #Me #Colours

我向往简单，平凡. 
仅此而已，
可是为什么现在这个垂手可得的愿望，
竟变成了遥不可及的奢求呢?

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He

The forever strong man,
The super idol in all Kbians' heart,
The Chok King among us,
The legend on KB.

Please stay strong,
I know you can,
Pray hard for you,
but remember there might be one day you collapse,
Then just cry,just shout,
You have to stay strong but not acting strong.

We're here for you,
everything will be alright.

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111013 ♥ D' Fortune

Yesterday was WenShen's B'day,

and he jio us to D' Fortune for birthday celebration on Friday right after our Chemistry tuition.

Actually I does not planning to attend,

But Yuetqi them asked me to,

So I just attend since it's a birthday celebration,Right?

Doesn't regret to attend,

Memorable night with all the loves one. :3

At first I was planning to ask ChoiMan to fetch me,

Who knows...

给她仙家了. lol.

Until the last minute I only know,

She also tumpang people's car,

幸好她还有一丁点的良心,

I think she told the one who fetch her to fetch me.

I don't know he's going to fetch me,okay?

So I just chit-chat with Mr SaiMun after tuition class for few minutes,

I guarantee it's JUST FEW MINUTES,alright?

The moment I turned back,

he looked at me and said,快点啦,还要我等你.

Then I was like,Huh?! What the hell is happening?

So after that he told me that ChoiMan also sitting his car.

Sorry lorh,I don't know you were waiting for me ...

You just stand there like a statue and keep silence,who knows you're waiting for me ... :O

衰仔,

The moment I saw ChoiMan laughing like mad at downstairs,

I feel like I want to poke her. lol .

At last,Me,Justin and Mummy sat his car.

He was nagging *Not really nagging,just joking* by his mum on board,HAHAHAHAA!

His mum was funny.

Reached D' Fortune,

Order,order,order,

Me and ChyeMin shared Sausage roll and Lamb Chop.

YumYumYum,

Met some F3's there. *Shocked*

WenYing,Evelyn,SiChyi and XiaoTong have their late dinner there too.

With some unknown reasons,

He belanja us Banana Split yo,

Everyone shared their food with each others,

Spaghetti,Cheesy Chicken Chop,Tiger Prawn,French Fries and X-tra Large Hotdog.

这个画面真温馨,

我喜欢这样的生活，

简单，快乐，温暖，

今夜，我看见我向往的友谊.

Photobom time :)

Took group photo and took photo with YikHan,Yuetqi,ChoiMan,WenSheng,YuenYing and etc...

After this was about 9pm,

The night is still young,

We have our secret night talk here.

Me,Jeremy,Yuetqi,YikHan,YuenYing and ChyeMin have our secret talk while,

Justin,WenShen,YiChen and some guys playing their FIFA 14,

Mummy and ChoiMan having a talk too.

Undoubtedly,my gang was the one who laughed the loudest one,lol!

Saying about secrets,definitely is about love and rumours Tee-Hee

Shhhcret ^^

They knew mine too,

About the confession from a black,dahell,

Not more than that,hehe.

It's the first time I paid a visit to D' Fortune,

Nice place with nice foods and nice memories,

First time being so close with YuenYing,

First time sharing food with everyone *EVERYONE*

First time talking secret in such crowded,

First time being so cruel with Jeremy,

First time I laughed until my face turn red,

First time slapped people in a restaurant.

I don't want to slap you,okay?

Just that you said something horny,

宁得罪老虎，莫得罪女人,知道吗?

*LALALALALALALAA*

After this,I followed ChoiMan to go back home,

Unfortunately,her mum went to the wrong place,

She thought we were at D' Pastry,

Me and ChoiMan had a heart-to-heart talk while waiting for her mum,

She told me something about her love story,

Haih,I know she must be suffering a lot from that,

Nevermind,dear,Time can erase your sadness and brings you joy.

We went to home and started our Killer and Skyping night! HAHAHAAA!

She changed a lot this year,

Being more considerate and much more happier,

She is that kind of girl who don't really care about the comments from the people around,

She is full of courage.No denies.

I love this night,

Full of love and with the loves one ♥

#Min #WenShen #Eisei #Tsen #Yuetqi #Jeremy #Chen #Justin #YuenYing #YikHan #GarJun #JingYee 

有多久我们一班朋友不曾这样像聚在一块儿了，

呵，感触哇!

Photo Credits to WenShen,The B'day Boy,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 

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Key

I knew this will happen,
But I never experted it becomes so serious now.

I keep asking myself,
"What is so big with the key?"
Maybe I should let him continue holding it?
Maybe there wouldn't be anything happen in BP?
Maybe this can avoid all the arguments today?

Mr Eric and Pn Mohana came to me after school,
Luckily Hazirah and LiHui were with me,
I knew they got some informations already,
He went to them to resign.

I saw his status,
Thanks Ivan,you're a great man!
Don't ever involved juniors into our issue,
Never ever.

Don't ever take juniors as one of your weapons,
They aren't,
They have their bright future in LP,
They have their unique thinking,
They have their own generation,
Don't interfere them. Never.

I won't allow the case happen once more,
I suffered from it before,it's enough,
I don't want my juniors suffer like me,
They deserve better future.

我很害怕，
我怕这些事情会再发生.
没有多少个人可以从这些事情的阴影走过来的.
为了Juniors,
我愿意牺牲一切,
就算要我走来避免这一切的发生，
我也愿意，我也心甘情愿，
只要不能毁掉Juniors的前途.

Day 2 without WenLin

So-called a peaceful day,
Went back class 5 minutes earlier because I'm having my Biology Paper 2 at 10.45am.

ShueLee came back to school to help out,
Kind ^^

ShengWei was a bit hot temper today during recess,
Because he's the only one who take care about the blocks.
While me and KarMan were taking charge of canteen.

Basically today's duties are worst,
Morning DS,
I wonder why can they stand there but not going to release the class line?
Haih.

Thought of many things when I done my Biology Paper 2,
p/s:I was day-dreaming during the halfway of the paper. LAWL.
Thought of Camp next year,
Thought of year end Gathering,
Thought of the Outings with the F3's,
Thought of afternoon session's Retirement,
Thought of Form 3's new prefects' recruitment,
Thought of the First Phrase of mentor-menti.
Everything just eventually came into my mind when the paper was still going on.

I have my Camp AJK list in my heart already,
But I'll still discuss with everyone first.

有些时候，
大家只不过是不愿意承认自己的错误，
而很坦白地说，
我没有足够的勇气去纠正你的错，
但是我也没有办法任由你这样下去.

I have my way,
but don't force me to do that,
I'm sure that you won't like that.
But I'm sure that I don't like your attitude too.

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#POTD #ME #SchoolLook #BackToHome #Exam #Hwating 

Exam Season

Too many negative thoughts in the surroundings recently.
I admitted that I was really down before this,
Or should I say,
I'm still quite moody until now.

But it's alright for me,
Just keep myself busy and don't ever look back.

Looking back is killing,
It makes me keep thinking about those touching memories,
Looking forward is much more better,Right?
Hopefully it's true though.

So it's almost 2 weeks gone for my finals,
9 subjects were down!
Yeappy!!
Biology paper tomorrow,
It's killing,I'm so dead now. Haih.

Addmaths paper on Tuesday,
It's even worse. Argh!

After Tuesday,
I swear that I'll sleep and have fun like there's no tomorrow,
And throw my brain away,
Most importantly,
To enjoy my early Year-end holidays!! *That's a great news*

Promise myself that,
Must hangout with WenLin and LiHui,
Must hangout with the awesome F3's as I promised,
Must hangout with my old tuition friends from Raja Abdullah and St Mary,
Must hangout with classmates 4K and 4M too.
Must hangout with all my besties!

So many stuffs to accomplish after this,
F3's New prefects' recruitment is coming in 1 week time,
Afternoon session juniors' P&P is coming in 2 weeks time,
Meeting is coming in 5 days time,
Debate homework must be done in 1 week time,
etc etc etc...

But now,
10.31PM,
I should do my last revision for Biology!
Way to go,guys!
See you next time!

思念是催泪的，
或许有一天当我一个人的时候，
我会默默地落泪.
或许吧.

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Day 1 without WenLin

Day 1 without WenLin,
I feel lonely,
I still smile,still duty,still laugh,still sitting for exams,still live as usual,
But just for awhile I feel lonely when I sit in BP.

我忘了到底我现在的生活期待的是什么,
在Prefectorial Board,我好像只剩下WenLin,
在班上,我有了短暂的快乐.

感觉不大对，
不怎么说得上来，
但是相比起我Form1到Form3的生活，
现在这种生活大概可以被形容成华丽得潦倒吧?

我怀念和他们一起玩Killer的日子，
我怀念和他们一起耍帅一群人走出去的日子，
我怀念和他们一起不用伪装的日子，
我怀念和他们一起下课吃饭的日子，
我怀念和他们的日子，
我怀念他们.

现在的生活看起来很好，
KP很好听，
但是其实我并不喜欢这样的生活，
我想过我自己的生活，
不是prefect的生活，更不是KP的生活.

很久以前，
我以为我可以一直一直这样撑下去，
甚至再更久的以前，
我以为现在的位子会是我们的，
我以为我们永远不会说再见,
我以为我们可以好像ex-seniors那样多年后回首我们的回忆.
好一个`我以为`,

17个人，
唯独我一个人在承受这样的痛，
锥心之痛,
其实现在我的朋友圈子里随随便便都有几个ex-prefect,
Sherry,Tsen,Myng,Chen,Hang,Yuu,Farm etc...
如果当初我们一起坚持到今天，
结局是否会全然不同呢?

我只能说到现在，到今天，到这一刻，
我仍然在乎，
因为现在的Board，我们根本没有办法一大群人坐在一起谈心，
感觉不一样，
好像世界剩下我和雯琳，
或许雯琳不是和我一起进Prefectorial Board的，
但是她了解我.

我好想念一起那一群穿蓝衣，
天不怕，地不怕的家伙.

从以前不成熟，爱玩，不懂天高地厚的家伙，
现在都已经蜕变成，
成熟，展翅高飞的群鹰了，
但是唯一不变的是当我们凑在一块儿的时候，
从前的感觉就会卷土从来，
Killer,Family,互相zat对方,
那么的自然，那么的和谐，那么的平凡，那么的使人不能忘怀.

如果同一个问题再问我，
有没有后悔过，
我会答 有
但是我还是会留下来，
只是无论过了多久我仍然希望他们都还在.

至少我们彼此的生命都没有忘记对方，
我们不用去猜到到底对方是否不爽，
因为我们懂得坦诚相对，
就算不爽，
只要时间一过大家都会谅解彼此，
我清楚知道就算现在他们都在，
我们也未必是最好的batch,
但是自私的想法，
至少我不会那么辛苦，心痛.

最担心的莫过于是Juniors，
只有我和雯琳，
我们可以撑多久.

还是就如senior ChangXi所说的，
平安度过就好呢?

Day 1 without WenLin,
my mind is in mess,
It's 1.13am now and I'm having Physics paper tomorrow.

When nothing goes right,
Go sleep. << Quote from WenLin

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